This is me(:

     Today was a much better day. Josh was there.. he hugged me and kissed me and told me he loved me. And I know I love him too. (:

     You may say I am just a kid, but if I’m just a kid, then you are just an adult, and that is all you are. So don’t say that I am just a kid that doesn’t know what I am talking about, because I am a TEEN, and I do know what I am talking about. I LOVE this boy (:

     Over all, the day was a whole lot better than yesterday. Mr archer called me to his office and he was nice about what he said too! He told me that I seemed happy with josh as well. (:

     Fourth hour was alright too, I got the chance to read my book, Matched. Great book.

     Fifth hour, I was all over the school. That’s my favorite part about library aide. We get to do WHATEVER.

     Even sixth hour was alright, the teacher and I got along today. That’s like a once in a lifetime thing. Haha (:

     Soccer was even alright. I can tell you, I worked my hardest. I ran more than anyone on the team, I was first back on the Sprints we did. I really put some effort into it.

     Then we went up to Southmoore to meet some of the teachers. It was alright, but the funniest part was seeing Mason (ex bf that didn’t treat me right). He kept turning around to look at me as I walked by, yeah he was kinda cute, but I know josh is cuter and he will treat me right.

     And this is to Mason, you had your chance boy, but you lost it all by yourself, cuz you know that I would have done anything for you. But not now (: Now josh is my one and only, and I know he will be for a LONG LONG time (:

     Tomorrow is my writing test so I should get to sleep (: Night.

-Mykayla Lauren Garrette <3

      So, today after what I wrote previously, did something I know that I wasn’t supposed to do. Something that I promised myself that I wouldn’t do. And my dad and grandma saw what was left of me afterwards. I regret it, but I did it. There is no turning back. I promised not only myself, but also my friends that I would not do what I did. One of my favorite quotes was, “Rome wasn’t built in a day.”

     That quote is tricky though. Truly, Rome wasn’t built in a day, but they didn’t tear down its walls several times in the process of building it.

     MUSIC IS LIFE. Those three words mean a lot to me. Right now, I have four main inspirations. Hollywood Undead, Escape the Fate, A Day To Remember, and Black Veil Brides.

     Books let my mind travel to places that I could never travel in to in reality. In books, I can live how I want. In reality, I am that weird girl not many people like. I am loud. I make mistakes. I do have that boyfriend that I would do anything for, but it feels like he isn’t there sometimes. Like today.

     I needed you here with me.. but you weren’t there. And i don’t blame you for not being there, but I just need you. <3

-Mykayla Lauren Garrette

     Today was so.. BLEH! I will start it off from the beginning of the day.

     Okay, so I woke up at 4:45, I have no clue why, but I did. And when I woke up, The first words that I heard come out of my radio was, “I’m dancing around and she is on my c***.” Hollywood Undead isn’t the best way to start the day! (: Hahaha. Oh well, I think that was one of the funny parts. I took a shower dried my hair, and all of the usual stuff.

     I left at 6:30 to go to my friend Alma’s so we could talk. I guess, I just needed someonem to tell how I felt. I just need some help deciding my decisions, see one of my friends is doing all the wrong things. She smokes has sex, and some other things that I don’t agree with. I shouldn’t hold anything against her because she has awful parents and other problems, but I don’t know how to help her. I want to, believe me, but I don’t know how.

     I got on the bus with Alma and we talked to Garrison, he said that our bus driver, Karol, asked for his last name. He was going to tell her that it was Greyson Davis. She probably wouldn’t tell the difference! HAHAHA.

     I got to school and a teacher told me I had to get out of the caffeteria because it wasn’t 7:30 yet, and it was freaking cold outside so I was a little pissy.

     First hour came around, and my aunt Monica texted me and my phone rang off in class. I got it taken away, of course. I got out of my first hour and Josh wasn’t there waiting for me. He hadn’t come to school today. So by this time, I could tell I was going to have a bad day.

     In second hour, the teacher rapist Mr. Pate “Master Pate”, put on all of our computers “You’re next” and my friend thought that he was going to kill them, while on the other hand I thought that I was about to get raped! Hahahah.

     Third hour was fine, fourth hour was better. In fifth hour, I got a new book called Matched. It is GREAT. I love it. We also got to the subject about phones, and she said it was my fault when I had it in my pocket. I agreed about 33%. I wasn’t even intending on texting. Oh well. And then we got a little heated, she was mean, so I was mean. Same old same old.

     When we were on the way to the bus to get to our sixth hour, I asked to borrow my friend’s phone so I could call my dad about the situation. He actually seemed cool about it, surprisingly.  He told me he would try to get it soon.

     In sixth hour, I started with a good way. But then, the teacher decided she would be a rude person, so I decided I would treat her with the same “respect”. My friends and I teamed up and started to play a game called “Let’s see who can annoy Mrs. Craig the most before the end of the hour.” I won (:

     Now, when I get home, everything is fine, until I get a call from my dad. See, he called me, and he still hasn’t picked up my phone yet. I am PISSED. He made it seem like it is no big deal, and yet he was punishing me by not picking up my phone, then he blamed it on the school and told me I was misconviniencing him. Whatever, atleast I don’t have to go to school for much longer before I get a break. Can’t wait for that.

     And on top of all the “fun” I am having now, I still get to use the computer since I am not grounded. I still get to watch tv, becuase I am not grounded. But I probably will be soon. I have a 76% in math because of that dumb butt teacher. I want to throw her against a wall! Maybe that will fix her head, but probably not. She needs a couple wacks to the head, or maybe fifty.

     Anyways, I have to go so I can get my math together so i can get a good grade. Wish me luck… :(

- Mykayla Lauren Garrette <3